This is not a book.
It is a guided sensual experience, part reading, part writing, part listening,
and part embodied practice.
This is not another self-help project to improve managing yourself.
It is a seven day guided journey for when you’re tired of holding it all together and want to know what’s yours vs what you can let go of.
You learned early on which version of you kept the peace, got approval, or simply didn’t cause trouble.
The strong one.
The caring one.
The lovable one.
The one who held it all together.
And you’ve been managing that act ever since.
But it’s not you.
It’s a performance.
An expression of survival mode.
The survival role you perfected so you wouldn’t lose love, safety, stability, acceptance.
That’s Not Me is where the real you, the one under the act, finally gets to fucking breathe.
This isn’t a self-improvement plan. It’s a conversation with the parts of you that got left out of the plan.
It’s about slowing down enough to feel what’s been underneath the surface.
You learned early which version of you kept the peace, got approval, or simply didn’t cause trouble.
The strong one. The caring one. The lovable one. The one who held it all together.
That version of you may have been intelligent. It may even have been necessary. But when the role becomes automatic, it gets harder to tell what you actually feel from what you learned to make easy for everyone else.
That’s Not Me is a guided sensual seven-day journey into that difference. Through reading, writing, body maps, somatic inquiry and guided audio, you begin noticing what arrives before the performance takes over.
✨ Full-color, soft matte cover
✨ app. 300 pages with full color illustrations, 8 chapters with large margins that gives you plenty of space to journal, doodle, and reflect
✨Large format, 8″x10″, for comfortable writing experience
✨ 2 audio-guided sessions per day accessed via QR code in the book hosted on a course platform
✨ 1 audio-guided imaginal journey deep into your mind to meet an aspect of yourself accessed via QR code in the book hosted on a course platform
Each day follows a deliberate rhythm:
✨ Listen and arrive in your body.
✨ Read and recognize the pattern.
✨ Write and separate what you learned from what feels true.
✨ Map where it lives in your body.
✨ Practise responding from a more honest place.
Hear the tone of the journey before you step in.
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690,00 kr
The I Awake books are the integration of everything I’ve learned so far, lived and the raw, sensual magic of being human.
Together they map out the Sensual hero’s journey™.
It’s not just about awakening to a deeper awareness.
It’s about returning.
To the self. To the senses.
To the shared.
To enjoying ourselves together while we’re here.
I no longer choose between solitude and connection.
I live in the place where they kiss.
Camilla Wellton
