You wanted the money for freedom. The home for belonging. The relationship for the feeling of being chosen.
Perhaps you’re still working towards them. Perhaps you’ve reached some of them and discovered that the circumstances changed more than the feeling did.
I Want It All is a guided sensual seven day journey into the promise inside your desires, and what it takes to build a life that can actually hold what you want.
More money can solve real problems. It may also have acquired another job: making you feel beyond criticism, finally successful or safe enough to stop proving yourself.
A relationship can bring real companionship while carrying a private hope that being chosen will end your doubt. A bigger audience can offer opportunity while becoming the place you keep checking whether you matter.
The practical desire still counts. But knowing what else you’ve attached to it changes what you need to build.
If freedom is the promise, where would you notice it? Naming a fee without immediately discounting it? Finishing work without remaining mentally available all evening?
If being met is the promise, what happens differently? You say what you want before adapting to the answer you expect.
The book calls this Sensorial Scenecraft: giving a desired state a small inner scene you can experience through your senses. The scene helps make the desire specific enough to connect with a real action. It doesn’t do the practical work for you. It shows you more clearly what that work is for.
You name the fee, then feel the urge to explain it. Someone offers steady affection, and you begin looking for the catch. The free evening arrives, and you fill it with work.
Those moments reveal what the imagined life has to meet in the life you already have.
Across seven days of reading, writing, body maps and guided audio, I Want It All follows the desire beneath the symbol, the approval or rescue you may be asking it to provide, and the small scenes you can bring to actual choices. You adjust the scene, recognise the familiar response and practise making room for what you say you want.
The ambition isn’t the problem. The question is whether the life you’re building gives you somewhere to experience its rewards.
✨ Full-color, soft matte cover
✨ app. 300 pages with full color illustrations, 8 chapters with large margins that gives you plenty of space to journal, doodle, and reflect
✨Large format, 8″x10″, for comfortable writing experience
✨ 2 audio-guided sessions per day accessed via QR code in the book hosted on a course platform
✨ 1 audio-guided imaginal journey deep into your mind to meet an aspect of yourself accessed via QR code in the book hosted on a course platform
Each day follows a deliberate rhythm:
✨ Listen and arrive in your body.
✨ Read and recognize the pattern.
✨ Write and separate what you learned from what feels true.
✨ Map where it lives in your body.
✨ Practise responding from a more honest place.
Hear the tone of the journey before you step in.
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690,00 kr
The I Awake books are the integration of everything I’ve learned so far, lived and the raw, sensual magic of being human.
Together they map out the Sensual hero’s journey™.
It’s not just about awakening to a deeper awareness.
It’s about returning.
To the self. To the senses.
To the shared.
To enjoying ourselves together while we’re here.
I no longer choose between solitude and connection.
I live in the place where they kiss.
Camilla Wellton
