BEGIN:VCALENDAR
VERSION:2.0
PRODID:-//Sensual institute - ECPv6.15.20//NONSGML v1.0//EN
CALSCALE:GREGORIAN
METHOD:PUBLISH
X-WR-CALNAME:Sensual institute
X-ORIGINAL-URL:https://sensualinstitute.com
X-WR-CALDESC:Events for Sensual institute
REFRESH-INTERVAL;VALUE=DURATION:PT1H
X-Robots-Tag:noindex
X-PUBLISHED-TTL:PT1H
BEGIN:VTIMEZONE
TZID:UTC
BEGIN:STANDARD
TZOFFSETFROM:+0000
TZOFFSETTO:+0000
TZNAME:UTC
DTSTART:20250101T000000
END:STANDARD
END:VTIMEZONE
BEGIN:VEVENT
DTSTART;TZID=UTC:20260522T180000
DTEND;TZID=UTC:20260522T210000
DTSTAMP:20260418T023009
CREATED:20260205T012301Z
LAST-MODIFIED:20260218T221242Z
UID:11764-1779472800-1779483600@sensualinstitute.com
SUMMARY:The split
DESCRIPTION:The Motherhole hosts this gathering. It has three realms: Eros\, Mother and Crone. \n\n\n\nThis is a Mother gathering. \n\n\n\nMother is not an identity you add. \n\n\n\nIt is a rearrangement. \n\n\n\nYour body rearranges. \n\n\n\nYour time rearranges. \n\n\n\nYour relationships rearrange. \n\n\n\nAnd sometimes your loyalty rearranges too. \n\n\n\nMother is not only love. \n\n\n\nIt is conflict. \n\n\n\nTheme of the gathering\n\n\n\nThere is a moment in motherhood no one prepares you for. \n\n\n\nWhen you realise you cannot be everything at once. \n\n\n\nNot fully mother. \n\n\n\nNot fully partner. \n\n\n\nNot fully yourself. \n\n\n\nSomething splits. \n\n\n\nYou love your child. \n\n\n\nAnd you miss your life. \n\n\n\nYou show up. \n\n\n\nAnd you fantasise about leaving. \n\n\n\nYou are devoted. \n\n\n\nAnd you are resentful. \n\n\n\nBoth are true. \n\n\n\nThis gathering is for women who feel divided inside motherhood. \n\n\n\nNot burnt out. \n\n\n\nDivided. \n\n\n\nPulled between who you were and who you are required to be. \n\n\n\nPulled between responsibility and desire. \n\n\n\nPulled between closeness and suffocation. \n\n\n\nWe are not here to resolve the split. \n\n\n\nWe are here to look at it without pretending it doesn’t exist. \n\n\n\nWhat we will do\n\n\n\nThis is a structured\, guided gathering. The focus is articulation. \n\n\n\nWe create a contained space where you can examine the internal conflicts that motherhood brought into your life. \n\n\n\nYou will write in response to precise prompts. \n\n\n\nYou will reflect before speaking but you will not be speaking your thoughts\, you’ll be voicing those from another in the group. How? Come and find out! All you need to know is that it works\, it’s very liberating and feels extremely safe\, we promise! \n\n\n\nYou do not need to defend your love. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to apologise for your frustration. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to justify wanting space. \n\n\n\nWe hold complexity without simplifying it. \n\n\n\nNo fixing. \n\n\n\nNo advice. \n\n\n\nNo comparison. \n\n\n\nJust women speaking from inside the split. \n\n\n\nThe focus of the evening\n\n\n\nWe explore parts of motherhood that are rarely spoken about directly: \n\n\n\n• loving your child and missing your old self \n\n\n\n• resentment that coexists with devotion \n\n\n\n• sexual withdrawal after becoming a mother \n\n\n\n• the strain on partnership \n\n\n\n• the fantasy of escape \n\n\n\n• the pressure to feel fulfilled \n\n\n\n• the quiet fear that you made the wrong choice \n\n\n\nThis is not about being a good mother. \n\n\n\nIt is about being a whole woman. \n\n\n\nMany women carry the split in silence because they believe admitting it makes them ungrateful or unstable. \n\n\n\nThis gathering offers a space where contradiction is allowed. \n\n\n\nWhere devotion and doubt can sit in the same body. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole\n\n\n\nThe Motherhole.The first gate.The original opening. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole is the place where life arrives\, where identity fractures\, where something that was once yours becomes a passage for others.And then\, one day\, becomes yours again. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole gatherings are not events. They are encounters.Spaces where women come to speak from inside what actually happened\, and what is happening now. \n\n\n\nNot to be fixed.Not to be guided.Not to be improved.But to be heard. \n\n\n\nEach Motherhole gathering follows a shared method. \n\n\n\nNot because one method fits all\, but because experience needs holding in order to move. \n\n\n\nWe work with words\, bodies\, breath\, and sound.Sometimes with silence.Sometimes with meditation.Sometimes through writing.Sometimes through reading and voicing.Sometimes through movement or stillness.Not everything happens every time. \n\n\n\nBut always a shared speaking at the end. \n\n\n\nNothing is forced.You can speak.You can stay quiet.You can pass.Listening counts.The structure holds the room so experience can move\, without being explained\, fixed\, or turned into a performance. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms\n\n\n\nErosThe realm of desire.Of appetite.Of what still wants you.Sex. Rage. Hunger. Refusal.The pull toward life that never went quiet.Enter Eros if something in you is awake and restless. \n\n\n\nMotherThe realm of cost.Of responsibility.Of what life required of you.Birth. Care. Loss of self.The moment you became a passage.Enter Mother if your life split in two and never fully rejoined. \n\n\n\nCrone \n\n\n\nThe realm of ownership.Of what you no longer give away.No more passage for life.No more explanation.Menopause. Authority. Clarity.The moment you stop bleeding and start leading yourself. \n\n\n\nRead more at themotherhole.com \n\n\n\nPractical details\n\n\n\n• Time: Doors open at 17.30. Come early to land in the space\, eat before we begin. Gathering starts at 18:00• Length: 3 hours• Group size: Maximum 12 participants• Location: Sensual Institute\, Tavastgatan 43\, 118 24 Stockholm• Price: 500 SEK• Snacks and drinks included \n\n\n\nSpace holder\n\n\n\nCamilla Wellton\, mother\, creator of the Sensual Hero’s Journey™ and author of the I AWAKE series \n\n\n\nFind out more on her insta and her website i-awake.com \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\n•   Dress as you like\n•   Queer friendly\n•   Neurospicy friendly \n\n\n\nBooking & pricing\n\n\n\n• 500 SEK per participant \n\n\n\nif you feel called but cannot afford it right now pls reach out and we’ll figure something out! \n\n\n500\,00 kr\n					\n				Add to cart
URL:https://sensualinstitute.com/event/the-split/
CATEGORIES:Mother,The Motherhole
ATTACH;FMTTYPE=image/png:https://sensualinstitute.com/wp-content/uploads/2026/02/The-motherhole-logo_Artboard-16-copy-2.png
END:VEVENT
END:VCALENDAR