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SUMMARY:Am I loosing myself?
DESCRIPTION:The Motherhole hosts this gathering. \n\n\n\nIt has three realms: Eros\, Mother and Crone. \n\n\n\nThis is a Crone gathering. \n\n\n\nCrone is not decline. \n\n\n\nIt is not wisdom theatre. \n\n\n\nIt is not graceful ageing. \n\n\n\nCrone is what happens when your body changes faster than your identity can keep up. \n\n\n\nWhen something biological reorganises you before you have language for it. \n\n\n\nTheme of the gathering\n\n\n\nMenopause is not just hot flashes. \n\n\n\nIt is the moment your body stops behaving in a way you recognise. \n\n\n\nYou forget words mid-sentence. \n\n\n\nYou lose your temper in ways that surprise you. \n\n\n\nYou wake at night and your thoughts won’t settle. \n\n\n\nYour tolerance shrinks. \n\n\n\nYour confidence flickers. \n\n\n\nYour body feels unfamiliar in your own clothes. \n\n\n\nYou look competent. \n\n\n\nBut inside something feels unstable. \n\n\n\nAnd beneath all of it is a quiet fear: \n\n\n\nIs this temporary? \n\n\n\nOr am I becoming someone I don’t know? \n\n\n\nThis gathering is for women in perimenopause or menopause who feel cognitively\, emotionally\, or physically altered and were never given real language for what that means. \n\n\n\nNot the inspirational version. \n\n\n\nThe lived one. \n\n\n\nWhat we will do\n\n\n\nThis is a structured\, guided gathering. The focus is articulation. \n\n\n\nWe create a contained space where you can examine what is actually shifting in you. \n\n\n\nYou will write in response to precise prompts. \n\n\n\nYou will reflect before speaking but you will not be speaking your thoughts\, you’ll be voicing those from another in the group. How? Come and find out! All you need to know is that it works\, it’s very liberating and feels extremely safe\,  we promise! \n\n\n\nWe name what feels unstable. \n\n\n\nWe separate biology from identity. \n\n\n\nWe slow down the fear. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to be positive. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to be resilient. \n\n\n\nYou do not need to frame this as empowerment. \n\n\n\nWe begin with what is disorienting. \n\n\n\nThe focus of the evening\n\n\n\nWe explore aspects of menopause that are rarely spoken about directly: \n\n\n\n• brain fog and fear of cognitive decline \n\n\n\n• irritability that strains relationships \n\n\n\n• anxiety that appears without history \n\n\n\n• sleep disruption and emotional volatility \n\n\n\n• the shift in sexual response \n\n\n\n• the loss of previous coping strategies \n\n\n\n• the question of whether this is “just hormones” or something more \n\n\n\nThis is not a medical seminar. \n\n\n\nIt is not a symptom checklist. \n\n\n\nIt is a space to understand how biological transition impacts identity. \n\n\n\nMany high-functioning women feel quietly destabilised during this phase and are told to either manage it medically or celebrate it spiritually. \n\n\n\nNeither approach addresses the psychological shock. \n\n\n\nThis gathering offers a place to name that shock without exaggerating it or minimising it. \n\n\n\n \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole\n\n\n\nThe Motherhole.The first gate.The original opening. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole is the place where life arrives\, where identity fractures\, where something that was once yours becomes a passage for others.And then\, one day\, becomes yours again. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole gatherings are not events. They are encounters.Spaces where women come to speak from inside what actually happened\, and what is happening now. \n\n\n\nNot to be fixed.Not to be guided.Not to be improved.But to be heard. \n\n\n\nEach Motherhole gathering follows a shared method. \n\n\n\nNot because one method fits all\, but because experience needs holding in order to move. \n\n\n\nWe work with words\, bodies\, breath\, and sound.Sometimes with silence.Sometimes with meditation.Sometimes through writing.Sometimes through reading and voicing.Sometimes through movement or stillness.Not everything happens every time. \n\n\n\nBut always a shared speaking at the end. \n\n\n\nNothing is forced.You can speak.You can stay quiet.You can pass.Listening counts.The structure holds the room so experience can move\, without being explained\, fixed\, or turned into a performance. \n\n\n\nThe Motherhole has three realms\n\n\n\nErosThe realm of desire.Of appetite.Of what still wants you.Sex. Rage. Hunger. Refusal.The pull toward life that never went quiet.Enter Eros if something in you is awake and restless. \n\n\n\nMotherThe realm of cost.Of responsibility.Of what life required of you.Birth. Care. Loss of self.The moment you became a passage.Enter Mother if your life split in two and never fully rejoined. \n\n\n\nCrone \n\n\n\nThe realm of ownership.Of what you no longer give away.No more passage for life.No more explanation.Menopause. Authority. Clarity.The moment you stop bleeding and start leading yourself. \n\n\n\nRead more at themotherhole.com \n\n\n\nPractical details\n\n\n\n• Time: Doors open at 17.30. Come early to land in the space\, eat before we begin. Gathering starts at 18:00• Length: 3 hours• Group size: Maximum 12 participants• Location: Sensual Institute\, Tavastgatan 43\, 118 24 Stockholm• Price: 500 SEK• Snacks and drinks included \n\n\n\nSpace holders\n\n\n\nCamilla Wellton\, creator of the Sensual Hero’s Journey™ and author of the I AWAKE series. Find out more at her  instagram and i-awake.com \n\n\n\nMarie-Louise \n\n\n\nHelene \n\n\n\n• Dress as you like  \n\n\n\n• Queer friendly  \n\n\n\n• Neurospicy friendly \n\n\n\nBooking & pricing\n\n\n\n• 500 SEK per participant \n\n\n\nif you feel called but cannot afford it right now pls reach out and we’ll figure something out!  \n\n\n\n• Bookings are non-refundable\, but transferable \n\n\n500\,00 kr\n					\n				Add to cart
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